I realize I am a transformer. I laugh when I say that word because it reminds me of those toys called transformers. But I’m not a toy. I live and love for transformation, to allow transformation to occur. I didn’t  realize it was a gift and not so easy for others to move into. I didn’t realize my whole life had been on that ride until I started writing, Awakening Earth Chronicles. I was startled by the  miracles that occurred in these novels, how some of these miracles became visible in my/our outer life a year later. It blew me away.  This visibility isn’t literal like our left brain wants realty to be, but I united Native Americans in Curses of Spirits which I published in 2015 and they did unite around Stading Rock water issues  a year later.  I could not  .. not see it! Does the thought have to be put out into the visible world first? Was it already manifesting and I saw it in my mind’s eye and included it or?

I still wonder about that and it definitely makes it harder to write. Am I sure this is what needs to go out into our world? I do focus on positive changes rather than creating terrorism. (at least I see my writing that way)

I  have to be willing to experience transformation in my beliefs thru my writing. I invite transformation to enter my story, I have no idea what that means when I start or where the story will lead me. I start with present time and go forward into the future, what isn’t known or probably experienced yet, sometimes slipping back into the past and what has already occurred to bring it to a new place, to transform belief of . I ask Earth/Gaia to lead, to create a newpath/way of perceiving life.  And then a story unfolds.

 

Mystery, synchronicity and miracles are all elements from the invisible world. But this world is only invisible because we have been trained to believe that. If we open to believe it is real and can be seen with our inner senses then we open to new experiences. It is all about learning to trust these inner senses.

When my little dog Lovey died she came to me every night for two weeks as soon as I got into bed. She was a little Chihuahua and could not get onto the bed by herself and so she would come to the side of my bed, once I was in it, and would make this  “Eh, eh,eh,” sound and I would pick her up and bring her into my bed. The night she died she came, invisible to see, but I could hear her. It was a challenge finding her “body” to pick her up. She would make the sound and I followed her voice. I could feel her energy body, the space she took, in my bed.

After two weeks I heard her say, “I can not hold this dog form any longer but I will always be with you, in your heart.”

I feel much gratitude that I trusted my inner senses and had this last experience with Lovey.

Writing Awakening Earth Chronicles was a way for me to unfold  numerous invisible dimensions and show the power available and the changes that could happen by walking that path. If we were trained to believe in this ability to visit other dimensions,  to see, hear, touch, smell, and hear with our inner senses in  these invisible dimensions it would be easy for us and our “real world” would be very different. But our western world doesn’t want our attention to go there. It is saved for books and movies to entertain us and continue the lie. We are told to focus on the rational and that only special people can see those strange things and those people don’t fit into the “real” world. If you want to fit into the real world, don’t go there.

But what if Einstein hadn’t gone there, or Tesla?  I love what Einstein said, “Any intelligent fool can make things bigger, more complex and more violent. It takes a touch of genius and a lot of courage to move in the opposite direction.”

(The opposite direction is away from separation and constant warring, a much more loving place. My words)

That is where the invisible waits for us, in that huge denied part we’ve been trained to be afraid of. Dreams, if paid attention to, can unlock the doors to this invisible realm. But we have to move into a place of trusting our self rather than all those outer authorities to be comfortable seeing and hearing family or friends who have passed from our “real world”,  or animals that speak to us.

I invite you into a new vista, a new way to think and experience with your inner senses.  It’s up to you to welcome magic, synchronicity and miracles into your life.